Diary: May 2005

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Friday 20th May 2005

Okay, so that was six months between entries, a personal record.   (The late great Isaac Guillory released albums on Personal Records, which I always thought was a great name for a record label.)   There really has been very little to say, basically I've been ill for ages - I have this Chronic Fatigue Syndrome / ME  thing, which has proved pretty incapacitating.   Also been feeling pretty miserable because I seem incapable of doing music stuff - which is partly due to the illness, but also some kind of mental block.

So there you go.   Am doing my best to see it as a great opportunity to develop patience and acceptance.   I've also been trying to persuade myself that it doesn't really matter that much to me whether I do music or not, but have recently given up on this because I've realised it's patently not true.   Deep down I still feel music is one of the main things, if not the thing, that I Am Here For, in the widest sense.   Hope to have something sorted out at some point.

Will of course let you know.

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