Diary: November 2003

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Monday 17th November

   Still haven't got band together.   Been trying to write a bit, but not much in the way of results.   It's odd, I'm motivated to do music in that I don't feel quite right when I'm not doing it, but then again I do seem to spend an awfully large percentage of my life not doing it, so it makes you wonder.   As Robert Plant rightly noted.

   Having said that, I do feel slightly more likely to do things than I have for a while, so you never know.   I should probably write stuff on the website more often, like what I used to, not necessarily about my music, just about ... stuff.   For a while there I was quite into it.   Then I had a couple of conversations with people which really puzzled me, until I realised they had information I didn't think they would have because they'd been on the website and read what I'd written.

   Once it struck me that people really did read what I wrote on the website, and indeed that anyone anywhere in the world could concievably read my musings, I think I got a bit self-conscious about it.   But if I'm so driven to be a writer, performer, whatever, how am I going to get stuff out there otherwise?

   Ah well, I'm sure I'll work it out ....

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